It's A Choice... Love Or Fear

Good morning, everyone and it is truly an honor to take to have the opportunity to share because to me there's no greater joy than sharing what Creators given to me and I chose the topic of Love or Fear, because any moment, any second, any action, any thought, any feeling, we make a choice.

We choose love or we choose fear and when we choose fear, it is only to come back and say, "Oh, I should have chosen the love."  But to me, mankind has a kind of a warped sense of what real love is.

It's giving for the sake of giving unconditionally, out of Love, as it is the Light of Love and that Light of Life. It is that Light of Creator and the Light of his Creation and the Light of our Being. But as it's been given to us with that breath of life. It is .received, to regive.

But we say, "Oh, I'll love you this way, but you got to love me this way back." Rather than giving for the sake of giving unconditionally, in that trust and in that knowing, that what we put out comes back. It is important that we look at the aspect of what real Unconditional Love is and all the Golden Rule that applies to.

 Through all cultures and religions and in different words and languages it is found… Do unto others as you would do unto yourself. Love thy neighbor as thy self. But where are we loving to our true self, to that true essence of our Being?

When we look at society and all that's going on in the world, there is a lot of injustice. There's a lot of abuse, all kinds of stuff. But the outside reflects the inside. And when we want to stand up and be honored and knowledge, we've got to look at where we're doing that to our own true Self and to Creator. We've got to let go of the self-judgments and the self-doubts and all the things of  misplaced identity. We're taught that it lies outside of our self and to feel guilty about this and inferior about that. When in Truth,  it comes from within and it's reflecting what's going on outwardly. And in order to do it on a greater level, it is as we do it all individually, we will do it collectively, but it starts within us all individually.

Everything is happening for a purpose and reason. Oh, we don't always see it. And it can come from left field, but it's if you look at what's going on, we're all being faced with our own imbalances, and the ill effects of the choices made out of fear. We're being made to take responsibility for our own actions, for our emotions, for our own thoughts. And when you look at the mass control and the suppression of society and what is going on,  they're creating fear and feed on it, as they have through time.

 Fear is the absence of Light and if you look at any negative thing and I don't care how big or how small it's all fear based It goes back to where we chose fear over Love. And we make that choice constantly.  But where are we being loving and honoring to our true self?  Oh, and we are all going through that grand battle within...Which one's going to control the show?  Ego or True Self?  And we gave ego a job it can't handle, let alone admit it. But it's not meant to be the driver of the car. It's the headlights, It's the steering wheel, but it's not the driver. And we're all being forced. We're all being activated from within with that Light, that Light of Life. But what we do with it is a choice.

But it starts with loving self, unconditionally. It doesn't mean you're perfect. It means you love yourself good, bad, indifferent. Oh, you got this to work and you can learn and grow here and there. But here in the now,  it's loving self and the Light is the disinfectant and the Love is the band-aid. We try to make it so difficult and it is so much in its complexity but in in the simplicity it's love or fear. But it is that choice. Are we loving and honoring ourself? Because as we're loving in an honor ourself, it's honoring and loving creator and the rest of us and the rest of his creation because it is all one. But we've got to clean up these lower bodies. We've got to clean up our thinking. We got to release the old.

When you look at how they're keeping that suppression emotions. And what does society say?  Numb it.  Put a band-aid on it.  If you look at any addiction in the world, and I don't care, one's just as bad as another, it’s to numb the emotions and scientifically proven you cannot hold energy still.  And this is what we're constantly doing within ourselves, stifling  our own energy, stuffing our pockets with old emotions and angers and as it's trying to come up to get out.  Because the natural process in order to heal the cut, you got to get the infection out.  But that means mentally emotionally, spiritually, both on an inward and an outward expression. This is  through the feminine, the intuitive, creative and feeling aspect of self, that receptive, through the inbreath of Life and in the out breathe through the male energy and outward expressions  See, we all have both. We just chose different vehicles to express ourself in. But it's that light of your being having this experience, expressing itself through these bodies.  It is that essence of our Being  that we're connected to everything in Creator  and Creation. I t is where Oneness is found.

Every system or part of your body is conducting the light energy of your Being through one element and for or force that moves energy throughout the universe. But how can we understand the outside if we can't even understand ourselves? And it's a matter of loving and honoring self-enough to look within, to go within. It's like peeling off the layers of the onion to get to that true essence.

But there is a big difference between emotions and feelings. Emotions are reactions to outside energies. Feelings come from within. You know those things that just feel right within you hear, where it's resonating as truth in that frequency and the Light of your Being. It's all interrelated.

 But the emotions is what's holding us down. It's what keeping us from our true self and keeping the grip on it. It's vital that we cleanse and release it. Anger itself is not even wrong. It's what we do with it that is and can be. But it's allowing oneself to loving self-enough to care enough about Self to get it up and out in a balanced way.

And there are tools and ways to do it, rather than spew it on each other. That's what happens when stuffed within and it happens within the family units. It happens within the society and even on a greater level.

But it's a choice. Do you want to be loving?   How we judge another person is a reflection of how we're judging our own self and it's vital. It's so important for humanity at this time.

He spoke of the oppression of the indigenous and the native. Why? Because they had a much greater understanding of Creation and our connection to it. But they wanted us to pay attention over here. “Don't go off and learn what you need to learn. Pay attention.”  But it's vital to stand up at this time and be who we truly are. But starts within loving self.

Life is a school to get us to remember who we truly are and what we're totally capable of rather than what everybody else wants us to be or so society expects us to be and all that martyr hood, sacrificing self and taking care of everybody else. A lot of us are guilty of that, even myself. But it's against all laws of Creation and its natural flow. It's receive to regive.But a lot of us say, "Okay, God, bring this in my life." But then say, "Oh, I'm sorry. I'm a giver. I'm not a taker. I'm not worthy of it." And we don't allow ourselves to in to receive it, to even conceive it or perceive it to receive it. God/Creator thinks you're worthy enough. He loves you unconditionally in his Oneness .  And I don't care what culture, religion, science, belief, non-belief, that one common thread is that Light. And first there was light and the light was good. And with imagination and enthusiasm, this garden was created under the heavens and the stars. But what are we doing with it?  What have we done with it as humanity? How are we treating it?  It's a reflection of how we're treating our own self in these times of change.

 What's going on in the world and the cleansing. If you look at it, there's a major purge going on all kinds of levels and ways. And there's a whole lot of mudslinging; denial and all that kind of stuff as the fear is created and feeding on it keeping us in that lower vibration. But you can't put a 120 in a 220 socket. Without cleaning up these lower bodies, that's what we're doing.  It's vital to raise our frequency, I cannot express it enough.  Regardless of what all is going on and how negative things look, Creator has always got a much greater plan. But that plan is humanity waking up, evolving and remembering who and all that they are, to healing themselves, letting go of the dis-ease that the emotions and the imbalanced thinking and all that negative stuff ends up manifesting.

We talk about generational trauma, but it's where we haven't healed it along the way. We keep putting the band-aids on it. We keep sacrificing our own true self, but we don't realize how much we affect everybody else. And oh, a lot of people say, "Oh, if I don't say it, I can think it, as long as I don't do it." No, we don't realize how powerful our thoughts are.

And a perfect example I've shared many times, one time d I was asked to help this mother who had a nine-year-old little boy, cancer up in his shoulders, went to sleep. nine months they could not get this little boy to go to sleep. Although they didn't really know much of what I do  but they threw up their hands and asked me to come and help. As I arrived, I said first thing I want to do is talk to that mother and I walked up to her and I said,”  tell me what is your biggest fear?”

 She kind of looked and said, "My biggest fear is someday he'll never wake up."

 And I said, "Do you see how you're affecting your son?" And then we talked a while and said, "Let that be your cue to say God's bringing what he needs." And talked for a bit.  Then I go see the little boy and I said, "Heythey tell me you want sleep."

And he said, "Yeah, I don't want my mom to worry."

We do not realize, I've seen it with my own kids, how much we affect through our thoughts, through our feelings, through guilt, through all kinds of stuff. But we have to take responsibility for our own little ship here. And then we can make the difference. Then we can let our shine, our light shine. Then we can recognize that higher light being within each other. We can see the possibilities of change.

Everything happens for a purpose and reason. And we don't always see it, but ask and you shall receive. Ask, “Let me see the purposes and the reasons” , because everything happens. to learn, to grow, to heal from and to give the healing is to acknowledge you've received it.

 We are the only species on this planet that doesn't walk in balance with the rest of it and we're supposed to be the most intelligent ones. It's sad what we have not accomplished it through time, but we have to make the change. It's vital. And Creator and the rest of Creation is there waiting for us to evolve. This is time for humanity to evolve, to wake up to that true essence that they are. But that true essence is love itself. But it starts within each and every one of us. Then we can make the change. But it means taking responsibility. doesn't mean beat yourself up for making a mistake if we've made them. It’s being conscious awareness of being throughout everywhere everything you do. What you allow into your life and what you put out and what you do with it in between.

I know a lot of people are going through a lot of struggles right now, a lot of hardships. But creator never puts before us what we're not able to handle. But we've got to love and believe in ourselves to know that we can. And as long as we walk in that light, what you need will come to you. It's I've been slammed up against that wall to trust and believe in that. And it's never ceased to amaze me. And there's those moments when you can see that magnificent perfection throughout it all. It makes it all worthwhile in one minute second.

But Love is also it is Truth.

It is Wisdom. But knowledge is not Wisdom until it's applied. It's Faith. It's Strength. It's Authority and Order. Taking charge of your own ship, put in order. It's Imagination. It's Enthusiasm. It is Forgiveness. It is Love. It is Life. And it is Will.

And all the lessons of life evolve around those things, those 12 powers, both on an inward and outward expression. You can't take one part without the other,  because it's a whole. And there's principles and values in which it flows throughout all Creation and within us.

Those morals and values and integrity and the right way to be. And I cannot say enough of the value of that walking in that integrity because that's where the spiritual awakening will come. And it will never let you down. And it will take you beyond your wildest dreams. And even there beyond.

Every 25,000 years, 26,000 years, our planet, our solar system goes through a part of a much greater solar system. These are when Earth changes have happened. This is like going through a band of light. This is why it's stirring up everybody's stuff. And we're in that cycle. We're in that time. It is time for humanity to evolve as beings of light because the rest of the Creation is evolving and we've got to do it with it because we're part of it. But in these times, even in the simplest little things, you'll find that it's all a natural flow. But it's a choice whether you want to see the good or the negative. What do you want to give your energy to? How do you want to be honored?  What kind of justice do you want to see in society? Because it's going to be reflective of how justly we walk within yourself.

We are all incredibly gifted beings and such loving and capable beings. But it's got to let go of the old things that have held us back from it, yourself. All those things, all those should shouldn’t, cants, and won’t. Whenever you hear those come in, I'll guarantee you there's a self- judgment, self-doubt, or guilt trip coming in right behind it. And I had to learn to stop it in its tracks. One of the best house rules I've ever learned is …

No guilt, no pity, no shame, no blame.

That means no dishing it out, no taking it on, nor carrying the old.

And if you look in, it covers everything. It's great for refrigerators, too. But that means this house, your Being. It means your household. It's really important that you start loving yourself unconditionally. Give yourself permission to be and I can see a lot of you relate to my age. Has it worked the other way? What do we have to lose at this point in the ball game?

But as we're healing ourselves, as we release the old and transmute it, transcend it and transform it. We are healing the past. We're healing it for the ancestors, but even more so, even greater so we're healing it for the future and the children of tomorrow. See, Jesus even said like a child coming to God openminded and openhearted without all the crap we've collected throughout our life. Innocence and loving.

You know, my daughter said to me when she had her son, she said, "Oh, are babies so loving?"

And my answer was, "That's the true essence of our being."

But we start shutting it off at a very young age. And most parents project their stuff onto their children. But as we heal it within ourself, we help heal it for them. And our kids are here to teach us to just as much as we're here to teach them.

So go through life…

What is there for me to learn and to grow from whatever the situation, circumstance or moment it might be?

Then trust what comes in the heart.

See, you can know it all, but the doorway is in the heart.

In the heart of hearts. Just like in your physical body, you know, your heart kind of controls it all, doesn't it? So it's important that we take that breath of life that we take it within the heart to that core of our being that's connected to that life force that it's coming forth from. Let it nurture you. Let it sustain you. Let it guide you. Let it love you unconditionally. Let it embrace you, heal you. See, all things are possible if you believe they are. And know it is  real. That's how you're here walking. How you're here living. and every living thing upon this Mother Earth.

We're part of it and everything has a purpose. And as we are here, part of this great big happy family of humanity, right? You don't see the trees throwing their nuts at each other. Okay? We need to stop that and take responsibility for our own actions, our own thoughts.

Let the old emotions up and out because the true essence in the heart and the true essence of your being is underneath them. Change the thinking. Get rid of those negative thoughts and those doubts and those fears. And it's start, you know, the mind's a computer for the soul. And just like your computers, the program don't work. Trash it out and get a new one. Okay? Create what you want to create. You manifest your own realities with your thinking propelled by desire and intent.

But as you're trying, your thoughts and your intents might be pure, but it's going up through all that old stuff. So clear out the old. Take off the muddy shades. Clean the dust off the lenses. But do it lovingly, unconditionally.

So I'm going to leave you one of the best prayers I've ever learned.

“May you see what you need to see to understand what you need to understand to be all that you are and meant to be. That is in your highest good and the good of the greater whole. And may only the Divine Truth come in.”

And that about covers it all. But listen within your heart. Feel. Feeling is one of the greatest gifts we've ever been given. But it's all in the heart.

Thank you for the opportunity to speak and to share.

“And may you know that the father walks with you and the mother sustains you. And all is well if you just allow yourself to see it, to feel it, to be it. Bless you.”